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[Jul. 13th, 2009|12:29 am] |
... Well, shit.
This event. Is actually kind of awesome. |
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[Jul. 11th, 2009|07:27 pm] |
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| | Ayumu (Zwei) ___ Occultics no Majou | ] |
Right, so, I went shopping with Antoine earlier. We stopped at the food court at the mall first, then went to Renaud-Bray to look for Dante's Divine Comedy. I found it, but it was divided into three books - the cool thing is that they're in French and Italian. I never really thought of learning Italian, but maybe this will inspire me? All three cost $59.69. Then we looked around at BestBuy to see if they had Blazblue, and... they didn't. So we checked at EB Games and... they didn't either. Instead, I got Star Ocean: The Last Hope.
... It took like half an hour until my Xbox would actually read the goddamn disk. The tutorial was long and... well, even though I'm not very far in at all (just landed on Aeos), I'm not really... liking the controls so far. :[ Plus the text is so small it's ridiculous. I'm not even going to comment on the voice acting because... with the way the lips flap, I don't even think it would be much better in Japanese anyway. Hopefully not all of the characters will end up being, well... stereotypical.
--Great. I hate how my internet always cuts off when my computer goes into standby mode. Sometimes it goes on standby after 20 minutes, sometimes it takes over an hour. What the hell. MSN... won't reopen at all. :|
... and it looks like it's the popular thing to do on the f-list right now, so...
Taking requests or something. They'll most likely be sketches because I'm fucking lazy with coloring. Unless I really like how something comes out and I feel like coloring it. |
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[Jul. 11th, 2009|11:59 am] |
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I was told it was going to be hot and sunny. It's NOT.
Fucking rain.
Now where the hell is my brother? We were supposed to go shopping since mom didn't go with me yesterday like she said she would. :|
Also, imageshack got hacked. Greaaat. |
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[Jul. 10th, 2009|03:39 pm] |
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-LONG DAY WAS LONG AND TERRIBLY BORING especially since I couldn't find my book
-MY FOOT HURTS AUGHHH I swear it's almost like carpal tunnel but for under the foot. Ow. Christ.
-Shopping's gonna have to wait until tomorrow D|
-Parents are leaving for Sherbrooke this evening for the weekend so tomorrow I'll eat out at some Asian place with Antoine for dinner... after he gets off work. Which is like... after 11 PM. THE HELL.
-I feel like drawing boobs what else is new
-...nghh nap sounds good
Edit: 
AHHH BUNNYYYY ///// |
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[Jul. 9th, 2009|10:33 pm] |
This puts me at... six wiki pics out of eighteen. I showed this to my mom and she said "Oh, it's Michael Jackson!" brb crying forever
Sooo, I didn't mention this earlier, but I got my pay check. 673 dollars and 71 cents. Mom's going to deposit it into my account tomorrow while I'm at work, and once I get off she'll come pick me up and supposedly we're going to do some shopping. There are two things I'd like to buy at the moment, and that's Blazblue: Calamity Trigger and... Dante Alighieri's Divine Comedy.
I remember reading it for my final oral presentation in 11th grade French with Viau. I never did get to finish reading the Inferno, since I borrowed the book from the school library so I had a time limit... even though I brought it back two weeks late, haha. It was insanely hard to read because of the way it was written, but hell no pun inteded it was interesting. I've been fascinated with this book ever since I first heard of it, and all the references made to it in Umineko are pinging my inner nerd. I can't even remember if I mentioned it, and I'm too lazy to go back to check if I did; but I ordered Episode 4 from HimeyaShop and I'm impatiently waiting on the e-mail telling me it's been shipped. Two days ago I got the notice that the order is being processed. I haven't looked at the website again yet, but I seriously hope they don't fuck this up like when I tried to make a custom order for the WAXF manga.
In the meantime, I intend to bring my Jung book to work so I can read while there's nothing to do... which is often. I got it, what, three years ago? And I started reading it a little over a year ago, and I'm still only halfway through it. I've been really lazy with it. I would read it while doing my cardio at the gym, but I haven't been able to go to the gym since... January or something. I have the time to go again now but mom always goes while I'm at work or when I'm asleep in the morning. :| Oh well. The weather should be good these next few days it better fucking be, I'm fucking tired of all this rain, so I should be able to do a bit of workout in the pool. Too bad I keep losing my masks every year...
Other things to do:
-Pay dad back $20, for the other day's pizza
-Pay mom back $71 USD (Too lazy to look up how much that is in CSD), for the paid account ($21) and Umineko ($50)
Now I'm going to take a shower and go to bed, but first:
This is fucking hypnotizing, god. Beatrice is so hot in that outfit, what the hell. :[ |
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[Jul. 9th, 2009|05:28 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | ragnarok, umineko, work | ] |
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| | Nana Mizuki ___ Hime Murasaki | ] |
jfdhjkf so excited
I suddenly got the hiccups at work earlier. They were so strong they made me dizzy and nauseous, so I left three hours early. Business was even more dead and I wanted to get away from Marcelle's bitching anyway. She seriously tried to jew me out of getting paid for today's shift by trying to have me watch training videos all day. Luckily someone got transferred to the store on Greber so I could go back to work after less than half an hour.
Things to do:
-Finish this wiki pic (shouldn't take long)
-Read up on GURPS shit for this Eos event
-FARM WASTE STOVES LIKE A MOTHERFUCKER because mercenaries are getting removed soon :'| So sad. Even though mercing is boring and lonely and apparently they're going to have something similar to replace it, just less... automated. And this should probably encourage people to group up. But hell, this is going to make farming harder.
I should probably... start using tags now, huh. |
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[Jul. 8th, 2009|09:02 pm] |
( Annay smells )
Why do I always start with OOC/rarely seen expressions? lol ESPECIALLY THE CRYING ONE, WHAT THE FUCK. Shaula never cries. |
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[Jul. 8th, 2009|07:06 pm] |
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| | Atsuko Tanaka ___ Sasoi | ] |
I think... if everyone would have to make friends based on music tastes... I would not have any friends. |
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[Jul. 8th, 2009|12:24 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | work | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  grumpy | ] |
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| | Kenichi Suzumura ___ Half-moon | ] |
-My work shift tomorrow got cut because business is so dead. While this doesn't really bother me, my parents are bitchy, and my father wants me to quit and look for a different job. It's not like I can just do that, especially since it's already July - there are no jobs left at all anywhere.
-I finally managed to get my hands on some tablet drivers and while the cursor has stopped moving back in openCanvas, it still does in SAI and... I can't draw anything on openCanvas. I can use the tablet to select different tools and such but it's like the program completely ignores it when I draw to draw/erase something. My mouse works fine; it just ignores the tablet. I don't know what causes this. I just can't wrap my head around it.
-Also, I need Hamachi to join openCanvas chats with other people. I have it, but... I've forgotten how to activate my IP on the website or whatever. I've looked around and I seriously can't find how to do it.
Way to make me feel stupid, technology. Suck my dick. |
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[Jul. 7th, 2009|10:22 pm] |
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| |  lazy | ] |
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| | Notre Dame de Paris ___ Les cloches | ] |
FINALLY DONE. (NSFW)
Rough time estimate: 13 hours
I am so sick of looking at this picture now. fjlfds
Also, please to be replying to this? >: |
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[Jul. 7th, 2009|06:00 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | bored | ] |
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| | Miki Itou ___ Bon ~Karma~ | ] |
Character name:
Age:
Gender:
Race:
Has your character ever...
Killed someone?
Threatened to kill someone?
Seen someone die?
Had a near death experience?
Broken a bone?
Broken someone else's bones?
Had sex?
Gotten drunk?
Gotten high?
Stolen something?
Frolicked in a field of daisies?
Kissed a relative in a non-platonic way?
Lost a fight?
Kicked a puppy?
Embarrassed his or herself in front of their love interest?
Gone to confession?
Put something in their mouth that really doesn't belong there?
Fallen asleep in public?
Slept with a married person?
Failed a suicide attempt?
Crashed a party?
Crashed a wedding?
Crashed a funeral?
Crashed the funeral of someone they murdered?
Climbed a tree?
Saved someone against their better judgment?
Set a building on fire?
Stalked someone?
Dressed up like a superhero?
Crossdressed?
Monologued like a villain?
Recited a catch phrase?
Been quoted by another character dramatically?
Wet the bed?
Blackmailed someone?
Drunkenly confessed loved to an inanimate object?
Performed on stage?
Made a porno?
Covered up a crime?
Lied to get laid?
Kissed someone of the opposite sex?
Kissed someone of the same sex?
Kissed an inanimate object?
Had a vision?
Slept with a plush doll because they were scared?
Slept with the lights on?
Been in a parade?
Sold their soul?
Hid his or herself to make others worry?
Hunted an animal and ate it?
Laughed until they cried?
Mouthed off to authority to the point of getting arrested/demoted/fired/etc.?
Had an allergic reaction?
Been arrested?
Been paid for sex?
Had drunken sex?
Eaten with chopsticks?
Made out with a stranger in public?
Gotten piercings?
Gotten tattoos?
Gotten their (bleep!) pierced?
Gotten thrown off a bridge?
Faked their death?
Dyed their hair to match their outfit?
Gotten a makeover?
Chopped off all their hair?
Worn something really stupid because they thought it was lucky?
Before I make the copypastable version of this, does anyone have any suggestions for things to add? |
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[Jul. 6th, 2009|05:49 pm] |
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I am seriously so bored and hungry I could cry. I haven't had a single proper meal in well over a week, and tonight it seems like it'll be no different. I hate my pickiness and I hate how I get sick of things I eat too often to the point where I almost want to gag at the thought of that food. I often don't know what I want to eat and when I do know what I want, it's unavailable to me for some xyz reason.
This is taking its toll on my body, obviously. I've lost a few more pounds and I've lost two inches from my hips and bust, but that's probably what worries me the least - the thing is, I'm low on energy. More than I've ever been. I'm not getting enough energy from what I eat; combine that with getting worn out at work and I end up having to sleep more to make up for my lack of nutrition and that, in turn, wears me out even more. It's stressful enough to make me tear up just at the thought of it, not to mention it's incredibly insulting when every single person in my family accuses me of becoming anorexic.
I also... hate how my parents think I would eat any Asian dish simply because it's Asian. Most Asian recipes I've seen contain some form of fish or seafood... which I hate. I also hate how my father seriously thinks I'll just start eating something if he keeps suggesting it to me. And then he always has to pull the "Think about the starving kids in Africa" card. Fucker.
It doesn't help that no one in my family is a relatively good cook... if I had grown up in a family with good cooks, perhaps I wouldn't have become so damn picky.
... I want... some dish from the sukiyaki stand. Or pizza. Or spaghetti sauce. Or... I don't know. There was something I made in home economics class back in 8th grade that was good and I gave the recipe to my mother a few years later, but it just wasn't the same at all... guhh. It was like... cooked vegetables with some type of pasta and tomato sauce in a small bowl, with melted cheese on top. I don't remember the name but it was good when I made it in class... but not when mom made it. ;;
... I'm too tired to even want to type anything else. I'm... out of energy... |
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[Jul. 5th, 2009|05:19 pm] |
J-just finished Umineko.
I NEED TO FIND EPISODES 2-4 SOMEWHERE OH MY GOD I WANNA KNOW WHAT HAPPENS NEXT Dx
... yeah I'm... probably going to farm on RO now. Or draw fanart. Or both. I should also stop posting so often lol.
P.S. Louis is gone. My parents drove him to the airport in Montreal, and now he should be on the plane to Europe with Joel. I won't see him again for two months. Is it weird that I'm more worried about Jessie going crazy from missing sneaking into his shirt him? Haha. |
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[Jul. 5th, 2009|03:31 pm] |
... My mom was like, "Don't play too much of this game if you're going to have nightmares". I was all "Nahh I know it's fictional. I won't get nightmares."
I got nightmares. lol.
Work... was boring as usual. The inspector surprised us with a visit and we apparently lost a lot of points with the washrooms... even though I never go into there so I wouldn't have known otherwise. Other than that, uh. There was this kid who kept screaming with a really high-pitched voice, repeatedly, and repeating something that sounded like "UN PARMIS NOUS" syllable by syllable ("one among us") very loudly and then lowered his voice and said "A sandwiiiich?". With the way he kept screeching at the top of his lungs, I almost thought he was possessed or some shit. >_> He eventually left and I could just imagine how embarrassed his parents were. Apparently he had some sort of mental disorder, but I don't know what it might have been... it was way too extreme to be Tourettes though. But, yeah, I was glad when he left because I was being reminded just how much I hate kids most of the time.
... Then in my last hour, a lady came in with her little girl with a pacifier in her mouth and as they were leaving, the little girl waved at me. D'awww.
Noowwww my right foot hurts... like, really hurts. I hiss in pain every time I put weight on it. I really need to go change my ortheses and go to the spa for therapeutic massages D|
... lol I found something I tried drawing last night to get my mind off my nightmares... it's so pale and... sloppy. I ended up having to sleep with the light on D8 ffffffff
I hope I'll actually get to eat tonight. |
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[Jul. 4th, 2009|11:59 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | umineko | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
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THIS GAME. THIS GAME. IT'S SUCKING ME IIIIN.
... Natsuhi... had Jessica twelve years after marrying Krauss?... And Jessica is 18?... So that's... thirty years of marriage...?... HOLY FUCK HOW OLD IS NATSUHI NOW - not to mention she's three years younger than Eva. HOW OLD IS SHE
wow japan.
As for where I'm at. Uhh... Battler found the meaning to that circle. I'm just going to... try to be vague and say it like that to avoid spoiling anyone. fkdsfjlsj
rrrghhh now I have to put it down so I can go to bed ;; dnw
I AM GOING THE DRAW THE FUCK OUT OF THIS SERIES I SWEAR TO GOD THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT ERINNNN
Edit: ... I just. Finally... understood the kinda-sorta pun in Furude Rika.
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hi evy the space cadet |
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[Jul. 4th, 2009|01:07 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | work | ] |
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I had my work hours cut again today because we were too many people for too few customers. I barely got to work for two hours, but hey, I was glad to be able to go home and sleep. The other girl who got her hours cut, though, was pissed and spent all the time we were outside waiting for our rides bitching about it.
And... according to her and another coworker, apparently I look like I'm sixteen instead of my real age of nineteen. I'm not sure whether to take that as a compliment or an insult... I should probably go with the latter since I'm not old enough to worry about signs of physical aging and where being told I look younger is supposed to make me feel better about my appearance.
Now I'm going to... eat something, work on this goddamn CG and play Umineko.
I'm not pissed or anything, I just wanted to use this icon. lol, Levin. And speaking of which, when I was napping, I dreamt XF had suddenly gotten more popular and was getting icons and fanart and everything... I woke up to realize this wasn't true. ;;;
Edit:
AHAHAHAHA oh man. |
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[Jul. 3rd, 2009|10:40 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
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I am so sick of working on this drawing, you have no idea.
Someone teach me how to shade properly. :[
Edit: ... now I shaded Hamali's skin, made her blush and added her tattoos and colored her nips and... this puts me at 10 hours. And I still have to do Lucien's skin, his pants and the bed. Oh, and add... sweat and... stuff.
My eyeballs are about to fall out. |
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